My Cousin, Andrew, died of a self inflicted gun shot wound this morning.
He would have been 22 in August.
I wish I had known him better, but I think everyone would say that. I remember him as the last time I saw him, right after Lily was born, he was so excited about life. He is a child in my mind, so young to be gone. I am taken back at how much I hurt, I didn't really know him but I just wish it was Monday again, I just wish he was still here.